I acted hastily and wrong by talking about someone that I had just met on here at the time. I felt like I was disrespected and I didn't know how to just talk it out with this person.
I don't want this person to feel like I'm angry at them now. I'm not sure they will ever forgive me for how I acted. But I forgive this person, just now.
It's time to forgive and let the past go.
I am now able to look back on 42 years of marriage, but for years before that, I was constantly falling for guys who had no interest in me. Many didn't even know me, but I knew them and that was dangerous for me. I remember following around these 3 guys in high school. I'm not even sure howvI knew their names. Just a fantasy world to quest in. And then to college. I was only 16. Had a tertific guy friend. We would have deep conversations about psychology. But I was too fat for him. I ran into him and his wife years later. She was just what he wanted-skinny, flat-chested, blah. Lucky for me, I was with a guy. Made me feel good. I know longer cared.
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